Contact About Brown eyed girl It feels like just yesterday an average kid found a in his book from an above average girl.
The day my world changed forever. I never would have thought thatthat simple little would have impacted my life even years later. We fell in love so fast. But it wasn't just in love it was the notebook kind of love. We were so destructive to eachother thinking the other was invincible.
Hurting one another as if it were natural instinct. Fighting and breaking up, laughing and making up.
Some how we always made it back to eachother and for some reason we always drifted apart. Things were simple once, the late night phone s when we weren't together.
The excitement in your voice as if we hadn't spoken in months. The smile on blcak face when we were together, the touch of your hand gently resting on mine.
Not a care in the world. We shared so many great moments that I had forgotten long ago. So much love just thrown away.
So much went wrong that could have been prevented. We got our little place and things didn't go as planned.
It was the stress that led me to that decision. I knew you would find me again because we always found eachother. And you found me again but only for a short time. But out of no where you were gone as well as our. The only shot we ever had of making a family just disappeared without any explanation. When I heard I was crushed but again we found eachother. And again we tried to make a family that could never work.
Realizing that love wasn't enough to keep us together you vanished. Moving on isn't easy. My heart seems to be in your chest.
I thought I would never love again. I just couldn't do anything as if my will to live walked out with Grantvillr. The pain I felt was like any other. My one true love leaving for what? What had I done to drive you away? I would have given anything to fix what I had broken.
Would I ever find my happy ending? Would I ever do anything?
Instead of working on our problems we burried them along with all the love We ever had. Another woman in your place? Laying her head where yours once layed? Our love is gone our time is up. You are my love my purest form.
My happiness is waiting somewhere and you started that. It feels like just yesterday I knew it was you. The one, the only, the final frontier. I am alone and my bed is cold.
It isn't so bad with someone to hold. Our crossed for a reason, I can't be sure what that is. But I wish for your happiness more than my own. My heart is empty it's for the best.
Love is only meant for those who can handle it. And honestly I don't think love is my happy ending.